Took a look at myself in the mirror
Couldn't find a reason to be happy with what I see
I see the scars of my past, they run so deep
There's no need to make it last, and...

Tonight I thought about the death of my spirit,
Tonight suicide crossed my mind
Tonight my anger passed the line,
Oh, tonight my shame prevailed.

People have these conclusions they draw about me,
They don't seem to understand,
How can that be, when all I see is me,
But not too clearly through the tears, and...

Tonight I thought about the death of my spirit,
Tonight suicide crossed my mind
Tonight my anger passed the line,
Oh, tonight my shame prevailed.

The scars on the outside, they'll eventually heal,
But the scars on the inside, they'll always remain real...

Tonight I thought about the death of my spirit,
Tonight suicide crossed my mind
Tonight my anger passed the line,
Oh, tonight my shame prevailed.

Took another drop on the bottle,
Clutched my blade like a throttle,
Watching the crimson river flow,
As the world revolves I fall to the floor,
Oh.....

Tonight I thought about the death of my spirit,
Tonight suicide crossed my mind
Tonight my anger passed the line,
Oh, tonight my shame prevailed.