Feeling a bit out of control
I try to ignore it but it keeps pounding in my head
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and for what?
To throw my life away= once more?
To surrender to the knife
give it all of my life
I'm feeling mean today
as my self control breaks down
but once again all I can hear
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fascinated with the glisten of the blade
it captures me in a way the world could not
are my answers here?
Here hidden beneath broken skin?
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staring at my reflection
as if I have all the answers
glass and dreams shatter
as the mirror and I break
I can't take this anymore
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Shut the fuck up
I throw my razor in the trash
along with my memories of you
goodbye