It was a rainy night. It had been a bad day... my boyfriend and I were fighting and i just felt so alone. I thought of overdosing on some pills but that wouldn't take away the pain I was feeling. I thought of different ways but then I came across one...I thought of the huge teenage issue of suicide. I wasn't going to commit suicide though, just make a tiny cut. I grabbed a pair of scissors and chose the sharpest blade. I found it and I took it and slid it across my fresh wrist soon to be bleeding and scared. It bled for a while. After that night, I thought I was the only one in the world who did that until I opened up to my best friend who also did it. The first time I was about 12 years old, I am now a 14 year old girl who is trying to find other ways to deal with her problems. This is the only way for me I have discovered.