Do i exist?
Am i real?
I know i see
I know i feel

i know i am
i know im here
but am i real
i know i fear

the pain within is large and looming
black as night
calm and moody
within it is and within it stays
a vague and formless ball of rage

till too much and the serpents claw
strikes in bloody drops of red
trails of tears farm my arms
the salty tales embed

then i am
and i am real
i am someone
and i can feel

the tracks of red
upon my arms
prove to me

so let me be