Arrogate my lonesome persona,
only phantasm, a shield among all,
all this pain abrading my existence,
complex disgust, tear drops to dirty and corrode my body,
ablution, i keep myself from the depth of the dark,
comes back razor sharp, imagining my remains only to dwell and detest,
cry and crash, flood into my repression,
keep me alive, life so fabricated, chivalry so jaded,
toward this sight, such aberration to shatter,
close these eyes, as you steel me away,
i damage myself, ruin all worth,
each piece of glass to fall upon my skin,
to fall upon these broken scars,
emancipate me by marking me,
to kill the inside that stalks me,
swollen abrasions, will you love me now,
this blood that drifts along this sunset,
constant shimmer of my abomination,
abided for too long, for nothing,
you've never heard my silence,
the bellowing screams to twist a knife through my only haven,
passion for love i fear to taste,
while i hold myself alone through the night,
just slain all this ardor for you,
slip away, falling afraid, sleeping awake, bleeding again,
but still you must be, still you loathe me, still you taunt me,
no longer am i your demon,
tergiversate but must neglect through demand,
scream to me the devil while i'm walking away,
my sudden occurrence please don't make me see,
this ugly truth to repulse my youth,
seek where i hide away,
disastrous pain i live in myself,
a dream of want, of greed over me,
solemn beauty, only to lament my new vitality,
my spirit for you to deplore.