Flying for asphyxiation,
Blades and pills, my deviation,
This fucking life needs dedication,
That's why i wont survive.

Running out of medication,
Cant go on under this sedation,
Maybe that's a revelation,
Cant feel like i'm alive.

Blood to boost my elevation,
Kind of buzz that saves the nation,
The level of sophistication,
Can never be the same.

Am i just the complication?
Cast aside for the duration,
My demise, Your aspiration,
But you'll never take the blame.

Carve another indentation,
Figure head of your fixation,
Half way to intoxication,
Above the stars i lay.

Immune to all purification,
Your words lost in bloods sweet translation,
Show me your appreciation,
As i fade away.

Suicidal ideation,
Broke with ease my weak foundation,
Drug induced pupil dilation,
With which substance lies your trust?

Draining and disfiguration,
Kiss the steel, Love your temptation,
Death has booked your reservation,
Dark angel turns to dust.