my bleeding is
relentless
it never lets me
down
not like you.

i don't have to
nervously wait
for it to call
when it says it will
and cry when
it doesn't.

it's there
to pick me apart
and slash my heart
when you are not.

blood drips down
my bedroom wall
my shaking fingertips write out
LIAR
to remind me
who you really are

why'd you have
to go
and make me fall
tonight?
i had the
brightest light
dancing in my soul
for a change
but once again
it's come to this
i'm not proud of
my vandalized name

my heart is bondaged
in your tempting hands
bleeding for you
relentlessly
this is a constant
reminder
that you, you are
the only one
i see