blood
i feel as if i am drowning in a thick pool of blood
no where to escape to
no where to hide from the cruel realities of the world
i seek approval in all the wrong places as my body
becomes completely paralyzed by the stress
my arms no longer are able to move as the sorrow
dripping tears roll down my face
my soul is lost and can not find where it is suppose
to transpose and beat peace
suffering from misplaced sadness and feelings of
regret
wanting to know why i am even here wanting to know
what is my place in life and if i really belong
soul searching, finding nothing
trapped in an oblivious state where nothing is here but
wrong
i enter the reality world where life has to go on
i drag my tortured soul through every moment that i
spend here
someday my soul will find it's meaning that day i will
be at peace