blade
i pick up the blade
i have no fear
i want to feel the pain
pain inside me
now pain i can see
blood dripping down my arm
just watching it run
it is so red
so humanly
almost normal to me
i wipe it away
it still comes back
the satisfaction i caused myself
i cant even explain
because of that one single blade
that one single moment
where i ran it across my skin
i felt the sting
and even the pain inside
disappear for a second
i forget my fears
i forgot my worries
as i watch my blood
dripping down my arm
feeling satisfaction
putting down the blade
having no fears
having no pain
having no regret
for what i had done