cutting myself
drugging myself
drunk to an oblivion
this is my past
sometimes i regret it
sometimes i would like to do it some more
cutting myself
bleeding profusely
feeling the pain on the outside that i feel on the
inside
taking some drugs
numbing the pain
my body goes comatose
so i don't remember the pain
i remember falling
not much after that
but i did notice
when i woke up in a pretty white bed
pretty white walls
i hid in the corner a bit scared
a bit angry
wishing i was dead
now i am still here
drinking my life away
soon that will be corrected and i will have nothing
left
no cutting
no drugging
no way to ease my pain