Present day cuts,
Turn to scars of my past,
My body is a ruin,
It wasn't built to last.

Stomach screaming murder,
Veins begin to weep,
You thought i was a fighter,
Deception runs too deep.

Black, white or red,
What colour are my lies?
Zispin, speed and alcohol,
Wool over my eyes.

Body takes a beating,
Bleeding at the seams,
Let me stay like this forever,
In my disillusioned dreams.