Fairies dance all around me
Angels cores my face
Pain surges through my veins
What is this confusing place
Each hint of happiness
Get erased by the pain that follows it
Each shred of hope
Gets lots
In all this thought about nothingness
Laying there watching the dark clouds fill the sky
Laying there bleeding watching my life go by
Fields full of gorgeous white roses
Just rot and die
A beauty queen sits there in all her glory
And just cries
Little boy with his bleeding wrists
He was just another unwanted baby
He never thought it would come to this
The football jock sits there sniffing coke
Just thinking to himself
Choke, choke, choke
All of the sudden I feel tears roll down my face
I want to leave
I want to leave this place
No way to escape
I'm lost in my own mind
So damn dark and undefined
I was so fucking sure I had it all figured out
So I sit there and let out a final cry
Just before I pick up my trusty razor and my tears are dry
Once again am back to reality
Back to my fucked up life
Back to my drawer to pick up the knife