Nowhere to go
Nowhere to hide
Visible scars on my arms
Visible scars bruise my fucked up mind
Pain I feel today is worse than yesterday
Worse than ever before
Staring at the image in the mirror
I see something I thought I hid
I hear all these voices screaming inside my head
I'm seeing this image I though I had shed
Suicide is deep inside us all
You hear it calling for you
What will you do
I thought long and hard
Before I picked up the knife
I want to turn back the clock time after time
I want to turn myself inside out
Can't you see you're reaching for someone not even here
I'm slipping away from me
Losing all my fucked up sanity
What does it all mean
I can't feel
I can't hear
I can't see
What's becoming of me
I reached for you and saw the truth
You're long gone
I just couldn't see just when you abandoned me
Now am stuck in this prison called home
So cold
So damn alone
I want to be free again
Free from the chains of depression
'Cause with it came a long this death obsession
Tears fall behind the mask I wear
I feel coldness in your stare
Do you care
Wipe away the lines of mascara from my face
Once again sadness has left no visible trace
I hide behind this sorrow
Sorrow that is cold
Sorrow that is true
Sorrow that is deep
Sorrow that never sleeps
And slowly realize that sorrow is me