I can feel this strong pain deep inside
Yet I cannot bring myself to cry
Instead I bring myself towards my razor
And sit there for hours just cutting away
Cutting away at this dead flesh
Cutting away from this ruthless life
Cutting away pieces of this dark cold night
I didn't know what else to do
I lost sense of all that's true
So am here cutting away
My body slowly drifting away
As I cut I feel dumb
As I drift I feel numb
Am left speechless in the end
Drowning in this pool sorrow
I can't help from feeling so hollow
I don't know
What makes me do the things I do
Maybe it's me
Maybe it's you
Am still trying to figure out
Why I can't stop hurting myself
Why I keep choosing the worst path for myself
Somehow I think I would be better of dead
Then I would be at least somewhat free
Free from you
Free from me
But until that day comes along
I'll will keep cutting away
I'll keep feeling so alone