Am starting to run out of time
Things that were once so close
Are so far now
Everything seems to be collapsing down
I don't know what to think
Everything I believed in is long gone now
I don't know what to do
Who should I turn to
Everyone else seems to be adjusting just fine
Everyone except me
Once again I have managed to fall behind
It's sad to say but I really think my time has come
Am completely useless
And now I see it
I hate it
I just want to kill this hopeless feeling
People think they know me
That they can relate to me
But they only see a small part of me
They don't see any of the real shit
They're not around when I flip
Amway's I don't think they could quite grasp it
Sometimes it's even too much for me to take in
So how can I accept anyone else to understand it
Its sad I have to hide my true self
But it's the way thing have to be
In this fucked up world we call reality
That's just how people are
Close-minded and dumb
They just cannot accept anyone
They just can't look beyond
It takes to much patience
Too much time
Instead they act fucking blind
Ignoring what right in front of them
So why invest all the patience and time
When it's so much easier to just sit back and be fucking blind