You
I believed you when you said you loved me
When you said you'll be here for me
Where are you now
Now that I wanna die
How stupid was I
To let you see me cry
To let you in
To love you
And once again you turn your back
You never cared anyway
Where you ever really there
But that's my fault
No matter how much you hurt me
I'd let you back in
Give you another opportunity to build me up
Just to once again destroy me
Looking back at my fucked up life
I once again pick up the knife
One cut turns into twenty
There could never be too many
As I cut am able to clearly see
How I let you fuck with me
One thing I know for sure is this wont happen again
This is the end
As I feel the pain take over my lifeless body
Finally am happy and free
Am finally away from you
My suicide is the ultimate fuck you
To everyone including you
Why couldn't you just love me
The way I love you
Right now I don't give a fuck
I just wanted to let you know
That you were an asshole to me