I am everything people want to be
I am perfect for everyone except for me
I'm smart and funny and a all 'round good guy
Only one problem ? I want to die

For no reason at all I just am depressed
People do love me, my life's not a mess
But still I am hurting and I am in pain
The light in my tunnel is an oncoming train
There is nothing now, no reason to be
It seems I am nothing, just lonely 'ol me
and at times I'm so stressed I pull out my hair
and it is times like this that I simply cant bear
all of these things that give me strife
and that's when I decided to take my own life
the answer was so simple, so simple and plain
and would once and for all end all of my pain
no more depression or feeling blue
but only one problem ? I don't want to hurt you

so I'll push you away, so far, far away
and then you will see on my dying day
you wont hurt as much, or feel really stressed
that way I can save you from being depressed
I can at least do that to comfort me
and it will help you, just you wait and see
you'll see that I'm always right and I'm never wrong
but I better get started, I haven't too long
so I hate you so much, can you not see
you are the reason that I cut and bleed
I want you away, not to seen you again
this is the way I save you from pain
just think about it, when I see you
I hate me so much that I start anew
I hate hate me for being so stupid and weak
just open your eyes, come on, take a peek
only then can you truly see
that you are the reason that I hurt me
but if you think that you can save me by coming near
I'll hurt myself more, out of hate and great fear
so please stay away, just you wait and see
this is the way I'll save you from me