This shadow of darkness over me

Dances round me where i stand

Hate and anger, laugh and sneer

I hide inside my walls of fear

Nowhere left to run or hide

I only wish that i could die

Free me from this pain O'God

It's eating me alive inside

Forever lost inside my cell

His jealousy anger hate and lies

Has torn my heart, destroyed my soul

Nothing left there is to tell

The emptiness i feel inside

Haunting torment

No more pride

I am numb now from the pain

All is lost, nothing to gain

I'll never be the same again

That butterfly with never be free

My wings have been severed off of me

No more hope

No more joy

No more peace inside of me

I sit here lonely

Endless tears roll down my face

My life has faded into this.