Euphoria: a marked feeling of well being or elation.

The razor blade sure did the trick
I'm out of that depression thick
And with the blood went all my pain.
Who coined the phrase "no pain, no gain"?

And as I watched the blood run free
From wounds that I had given me
I heard myself begin to laugh
The pain inside was cut in half

How morbid and insane I am
Will this addiction my soul damn?
Somewhere inside I know it's wrong,
Where does someone like me belong?

Why did I laugh there as I bled?
Why couldn't I have cried instead?
Why do I feel euphoric yet?
Remembering; I should forget!

But one thing can't be denied
With the blood flowed the pain inside
Together they were wiped away
And life's a game I now can play

This isn't normal, is it real?
I'm frightened by the way I feel.
Instead of feeling more depressed,
I feel, for now, like I'm at rest.