misfit
distant
from the fabled land of normal
lip gloss
designer bras
not for you
it hurts to see myself
outcast
a past
filled with cattiness and cruelty
ostracized
scapegoat-ized
what a lot for you
it hurts to know myself
brooder
disappear
and wander in your head
hide away
avoid today
too cold outside for you
it hurts to be myself