i dont want to live anymore
my scars are crying out to me
they're getting sore
to open them up
all i need is one last cut
then i'd be gone
and so would these tears
without him, i'm overwhelmed in fear
he's always been there
and now -runaway
i feel so helpless
all i can do is wait and pray
the blood runs down my thigh tonight
and he's not here to clean up my mess
i always felt that love is a right
but it's been taken away from me
now and forever
no longer will i reach my endeavor
he's gone and so are you and so are they
i do this to myself because i feel that i must pay
for all that you've done to me
eventhough you've been so nice
now i writhe in my own self - apathy
death can be mine in just one slice
across my wrist
because since i can't have you
i want death to be my last kiss