something in my eyes.
'may be tears of blood.
tears of blood on my wrist.
tears of blood in my heart.
as a lonely little girl, i cry.
in my rainbow room, in my rainbow life,
i awake from a deep sleep.
why these tears in my eyes?
lost in my mind i feel so sad.
where is my childhood, my innocence?
i wrote my past with a bloody pen
with a bloody knife...
and now?
is the future a red and painful road?
is the future the twin of the past?...
a silvered blade on my arm
i hurt the lonely little girl.
i want the tired doll to cry,
to shed million tears of blood,
'cause i just want to forget.
'cause i just hate myself.