Watch the blood
Sliding down over my pale, sick skin
Feel my pain
Corrupting my soul
Know my hate
Eating at my insides
And maybe you'll understand
Or maybe you won't
But at least you'll know that it isn't easy
Easy to quit or easy to do
If you were to see my tears
Would it make it more real?
I'll cry for you
It wouldn't be anything new
This is an addiction
Rotting in my stomach
Making me hurt you
Making me hurt myself
It's not easy
Nobody understands.