It's kinda weird,
this feeling inside.
The feeling of nothingness,
that's not easy to hide.

I want to feel,
I want to care.
To feel alive,
with emotions to bare.

To hang out,
and feel something.
Not a blank space,
and feel nothing.

How can I not feel,
yet have so much pain.
Unfeeling,
yet it drives me insane.

I try and hide,
this empty space.
But it's like trying to disquise,
an open place.

I feel so hollow,
on the inside.
But time just moves on without me,
so I try to hide.

With time moving on,
and no times to spare.
I try and ignore this feeling,
though It's still there.

People ask what I want to do,
it's more than I can bare.
Hence my answer,
I don't care.

I hate this feeling,
it makes me feel so lonesome.
I hate this emotion,
the feeling of being

Numb.