I have spent my whole life
Struggling
Through pain and tears and hatred and confusion.
Now there is no purpose,
I've lost the battle,
And I can't go on pretending there's something I can do.
I will never be happy,
I will always be sad.
Awhile ago I found someone who helped me.
He kept my head above the waters or suicide.
He talked sense into me.
He made me live.
But now he's gone,
So why bother living?
Now I'll just let myself sink,
To be eternally at rest,
Forever peaceful.
And the darkness covers me.