Smile another smile
Look me in the eye
Tell me all the standard words

Another one-night stand
Nothing to forget
No regrets cuz no one knows

Easier to be
What no one thinks of me
Letting my inner self out

And still I do not know
Why I just let go
Why I feel constrained without

/And somehow I know that this habit is not one to be gone
Cuz after each time I hate more and despise them all
You'll never see me crying/

I don't want to be this anymore
I just want to live a normal life
I don't wanna know the things I know
I do not want this darkness inside

Sometimes I would rather live a lie
Just like everybody else
So I wouldn't wonder why
I think of death

Smile another smile
Look them in the eye
Watch another day go by

Parents fight at home
God I hate him so
And even my friends don't know why

Looking at the knives
I think of suicides
Of people I will never meet

And no one understands
For some these drugs and sex
Are temporary relief

//Hook

Sometimes, in life, the choices we make may not turn out to be what they seem
You smile and watch us heal
None of it is real
It's not real

Hook