I'm so tired of this fight
Of pretending that it's alright
And if you want to go
I'll say I already know
Cuz your presence is breaking me
For all the things you fail to see

/And now I come to see
The one I cannot be
And no one cares about the way I feel/

You'll never know all the reasons why
I will not let you see me as I cry
The smiles and joy are not what they seem
Even in dreams
It's never real

I used to find a light and know
The meaning of living this life
Now the sun ain't so bright
And stars are left behind
I do not know why I'm standing here still
Won't matter if I leave
I see this pain will never heal

/And now I come to see
The one I cannot be
And no one cares about the way I feel/

You'll never know all the reasons why
I will not let you see me as I cry
The smiles and joy are not what they seem
Even in dreams
It's never real

I tried to let go and run free of these thoughts
Even if I stop pretending
They'll never see how it hurts

You'll never know all the reasons why
I will not let you see me as I cry
The smiles and joy are not what they seem
Even in dreams
It's never real