This girl I know..
This girl I know, she cuts herself at night
This girl I know, she’s killing herself inside
This girl I know, she feels alone and nobody’s there to help her
This girl I know, she’s dying again tonight
This girl I know, her wrist never stops bleeding cause she won’t let it
This girl I know, is fucked up
This girl I know, starves herself
This girl I know, loves watching her blood seep out
This girl I know, she can’t stop
This girl I know, is depressed
This girl I know, hurts herself to feel alive
This girl I know, misses her one true love
This girl I know, dreams of ending it all
This girl I know, can’t cry anymore
This girl I know, can’t carry the whole world on her shoulders
This girl I know, has fallen deep into the darkness
This girl I know, can’t hear anything above the sounds of death
This girl I know, she’s losing sight of everything
...I watch her..
...Picking the scabs from past pains, wiping the blood from current ones,
...Alone she’s been, alone she’ll stay
...and to her wrist she holds the blade, she pushes it in and watches it drip out red
...and even though she’s still alive, she has to wonder if she’s already dead
...and she drowns her sorrow, in the relief of the blood dripping from her wrist
...and she wants to see the only thing that makes her happy, one last hug and one last kiss
...and then for the first time in weeks in his arms she wants to sleep
...Protected and loved because she’s helpless and weak
This girl I know, she can’t save herself
This girl I know, she tries to fix herself but ends up falling further
This girl I know, I want to help her
But I can’t
Because this girl I know,
Is me