I want to sabotage myself.
Do what you want with me.
Give me your drugs.
Let me thrill you.
I want to steer my life off its track.
Don’t respect me.
Respect is not what I need.
Sabotage me.
I want you to hit me as hard as you can.
I want you to yell at me.
Tell me you don’t love me.
Tell me I’m terrible, ugly, mean.
Pretend I’m not visible.
Cut me and don’t wash away the blood.
Rape me and have no remorse.
I am yours.
I am everyone’s but my own.
Use me to your disposal.
You have to see how ugly I am.
Inside and out.
Hit me, yell at me, cut me, rape me.
It’s the best thing for me.
I am yours.