to look at you through a blood glass mirror/
A chilling dying empty feeling/
A final metal bell still ringing/
Over the icy hanging branches/
To live in silence as doorbells ring/
Happy girlfriends read perfumed love notes/
Burning oil under my nails /
the cold metal pierces my skin/
like a secret I open just to prove I am/
alive/
I swallow your words without complaint/
you raise you hand to strike me/
my burned body sinks back/
I was a shadow/
tears, scars can't express the pain/
falling, crashing, one tortured feeling/
the floor the depths within me screaming/
to much to soon has changed./