Bright stars hang on thin threads
from the dark heavens above.
But I cannot see, I cannot touch them.
Blinded by a black veil I walk alone.
In the ever returning chaos.

It always comes back, waiting for me around the corner.
What did I do wrong?
I don't deserve this.
I wish, I wish it would stop.
It takes away all joy,
leaving me cold and alone.
Alone to face its seducing.

Why did you ever saw?
I wish you'd have stayed blind.
Ignorant to my secret, my darkness.
The woods you sent me in so many times.
To become trapped in thorns,
cuts me, fog all around.
For many years I was lost.

I'm trying, I'm trying so hard not to give in.
To resist the urge within me.
Shall I cry my vermilion tears again?
Images appear to my eyes, tempting me to give in.

Went into the spider's lair twice.
But I won't lay my heart open again.
For it to be dissected before my eyes.
Parts of skin tore open, words flew out
as I sat in their cold blue lights.

Moon turned into sun, sun gave way to moon,
without much change.
Lips sewed together into a smile
Walking on shattered glass in an empty house.
My neck dressed in barbed wire.

One day he came along and stuck out his hand to me.
Whenever Darkness comes I can feel him near.
This support is more than I've dreamt of.

I'm ready to fight the chaos.