Bleeding, screaming, and crying from the pain,
What in the life do I need to gain?
Beating, pounding, and slashes on my arms
This is what happens when your love turns to harm.

Spinning, wheeling, flying through the air..
Thoughts of you in my head are more than I can bear!
Laughing, crying…emotions all around,
Look at my "perfect" self lying on the ground…

What of me now?
Are you going to worship me and bow?
Look at what you have done to me…
This is what you did when you tore my heart in three…

Are you proud of yourself?
You lied to me so I hurt myself.
You said you would never hurt me in life,
But you broke my heart so my new love's this knife…

I loved you once and you broke me,
I still love you so I break me…
You might have wounds but mine are visible,
Now to you I am invisible.

My wounds on my wrists are deep…
I don't cut to sleep the eternal sleep…
I cut for you, I bleed for you…
This blade looks friendly compared to you…

A little slice here and a little slice there…
Hide my cuts so they are found nowhere.
Seeing the blade slice through my skin,
Only slicing 'till my read blood flows a line quite thin…

A knife is slow, a gun is quick,
A nice loud BANG would make you sick.
If I was dead you'd miss me then…
If I was gone, you'd never mend….

Love you is living a lie,
So I now declare it's my last good-bye.
Loving you was a huge mistake,
I gave you my heart, but not to break.

If you try and stop my bloody hand
All you'll hear is a gun go BANG!
Trying to stop my bleeding now
Won't do and good for I was dead to you anyhow….

The glow of a candle getting darker by time,
Now it's my turn to end the rhyme…
No one will miss me not even my mother…
No one will miss me not even your brother…

When I die you'll miss me every single day,
But I will be gone, so who is to say…
Now as I lay dying I think of you,
And this nightmarish hell of a world you put me through….