What I longed and feared
seems to have returned
It quietly dripped inside my heart
consuming my rosegarden
to run away too
Consuming all the pretty roses only thorns leaving
It's poison fills me with emptiness

clear blue sky chills me
voices choke me
old feelings crawling beneath my skin
crawling into my fingers
pulling, screaming

Want to give in, I want to feel
I can't
I'm waiting to feel again
while I goddamn know I never may

Keep it all inside or release
scream it out
but there's no-one to listen
there's no-one
no-one in the darkness

I am alone

chokes me
chills me
I'm screaming
I'm crying