I have Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, and a history of one suicide attempt. I have regularly been depressed ever since I had moved to a different country. It was terrible there, for I have social problems and was horribly unhappy. When I moved back, my OCD started plaguing me horribly. I couldn't control it; it got really bad.

After a while I thought I was schizophrenic. So I asked to see a counselor. She told me I had OCD and put me on Zoloft and therapy. After that, nothing worked and I tried to suicide by cutting my throat with a knife. But then I felt dizzy and put it down.

Just recently after a bad OCD attack, I had to relieve stress in some way. I was running out of ideas. Then I rolled out of bed, took a tape dispenser and scratched myself. It didn't work, nor did nail clippers. Then I went to my bathroom and sliced my wrist over twenty times with a razor. I felt better, as if the OCD was leaking out through my blood. I've been cutting ever since, and my wrist looks pretty horrible, but I can't stop. It makes OCD go away.