My Parents

You don't give a shit about me. You're my parents and you don't give a shit about me. You treat me as if I'm someone else's child. Someone else's child that you loathe. You don't give a shit about me. You say I'm pathetic. You hate me. Well I hate you too.

You talk about me behind my back. You talk about me as if I don't have a brain. You talk about me as if you don't know me. You talk about me as if I'm top gossip. Why can't you accept me for who I am? Accept the fact that I am your daughter. That will never change.

For years I have tried. For years I have tried to make you listen, to make you care, to make you like me. But you just throw it all back at me. Saying I'm an ungrateful bitch. Saying that I was a mistake. Telling me that you don't care.
The other week you told me that you had given up. From that day on you have never cared and never even once looking me in the eye. From then on everything has been my fault. You've blamed everything on me. You have treated me as if I'm the world worst person. You treat me as if I'm wrecking your life.
Well maybe I am. Maybe I am the worlds worst person. But I'm still your daughter and you can't change that. I may not like you. In fact I hate you. But you can still live your life without destroying mine.

Now I have given up. Now I see no point in trying. Why? Because you won't accept me. And why try to be accepted if I know there is no way it will ever happen. You have never accepted me. You have never looked me in the eye and told me you care. Well that's probably because you don't.

I have quit. I have tried and tried for years. But I've failed. I've disappointed you. I've let you down. And now I've quit and you can't say I didn't try. I've given up trying and I'm never going to accept you: EVER: Even if you to turn round and decide you care. Your missed your chance. You've destroyed it. And it all your fault!!!

This is my personal story.
I have suffered from anorexia, depression, bulimia and SI for years and my parents never cared. The just left. They hate me.

I was left to live by myself and with other families. I'm only 14 and they left me to fend for myself.