And someone said to let the rivers run red
And I believed them, on what they said
And deep inside i am crashing down
And yet in all of that there is no sound
And still I hide from my haunting past
And torture myself at last
And so the walls are folding in
And by this cutting will I ever win
And all the things hidden behind that smile
And despair is mounting in a cascading pile
And i can't breathe inside my shell
And muted is my shrieks and yells
And terror overcomes my peace
And something snaps at least
And bloody memories sear my mind
And with my knife how often I bind
And over the waterfall i trickle
And happiness and love are so fickle
And reality is watching myself die
And others are blinded by my lies
And I sink into a deep depression
And teach myself a valuable lesson
And someone said to let the rivers run red
And I believed them, on what they said