I'm so sorry. No one should have to go through that. You have to know it's not your fault though. Things just happen. Life works in fucked up ways... I don't know who you are or where you are from but do know that I care. I know your going to find what makes you happy. You deserve it. Don't ever let the world get you down or feel unworthy because in the end, all that matters is what's true 2 heart. All the best. ~Dhom