My si was discovery by a mistake. by that i mean an accident, i went to move my glass coffee table one day, and i broke the glass. As i went to pick up the glass i cut my finger. Really bad but instead of pain i felt a combination of both pain&pleasure, like never before if that day on it became a way of coping for me it's been 6yrs now!

Just read your story there and it was the first one I have read today as my internet time at the library just started and the strange thing is you mentioned the book Cut by P.McCormick and when I walked into the library today they said the book I had requested was in and guess what the book is. Yep that's right it's Cut as well. Although I have already been self cutting for a few months now and like yourself I started out just making scratches enough for the blood, but now I am only really satisfied if I get in deep and wide. That is why your story hit a chord with me and I really liked it.

Just read your story and it struck a chord with me as it was like a similar situation to my own although I am a 31 year old male but I just today got that book Cut you were talking about. Anyway the story was really good and I hope things work out for you as I am still struggling myself too so I know what it's like.