hello, look youre story really got to me, im only 15 and ive been sexually assulted for 7years the guy that did it committed suicide my mum hates me for it coz it was her husband, my whole family blames me for everything, and no one cares about me n my best firend the only one i had jumped of a cliff, and to get out of hospital i lied so this guy i like would go out with me, but after 2 weeks he got rid of me, ive been cutting for 5 years and i always need stitches but never get them, i want to be a singer but ive been told by my family i never will coz im fucked in the head, and ive been on so many drugs its not funny, ill never get better i know it, once a cutter always a cutter, my scars are disgusting, i dont know what to do, :'(