hey man i lover what u wrote!!!! its just liek i used to feel.. i did teh same thing ur song says.. i let go of her hand and look i'm standidn here on my own...

you write exactly like me. please email me, i'd like to talk to you if you'd like to talk to me?

i cant believe ur gone...i cant believe those b***ards took u from me.i replay our last day together in my mind...we huddled together in 'our little hide out' at the back of the high rise flats.we sat on the floor with our coats round us keeping eachother warm.then u galnced down at your pocket then looked up at me and smiled,i nodded my head and smiled back.we did this almost everyday toghether as a vow.so u took our friend from your pocket and i held out my arm.u placed the sharp,cold edge on my leg, kissed me (you were a girl and so was i but we were in love. didnt matter what anyone else thought),then slahed ur name-kez upon my calf.Then we held eachother tight and watched the 'red rain' trickle down my leg.soon after it was ur turn so we went through the same ritual again this time me carving my name into ur flesh.we seemed to lose track of time so ur dad called you.i heard him ranting and raving on the other end of the phone and you were scared.i dont blame you.he was and is and allways will be a perving old b***ard.i hate him.i begged you to stay with me because i didnt want him to do it to you again but i knew you would go.he had that hold over you.we kisse good bye and you vowed that if you had to leave this stupid little life in a hurry without saying goodbye you would come and get me.so we could both be together 4eva.u did try to take your own life that night but it was unsucessful.i couldnt see you in hospital and they took you away to live with your mom.but you must have been missing me as much as i missed you so you tried to kill yourself another 3 times while you were away so they but you in a mad hospital though you were only 16. that day was the last i saw you but i know that as soon as you get the chance to leave this world filled of your fear you will come and get me.i love you forever kez nomatter what.so put 2 fingers upto ur dad and smile for me.we will be together soon.i promise.i love you. love and hugs,ur true friend forever,meg xxx