i actualy am jelous. i wanted to cry but no tears came from me. this was so sweet and yet sad. i wish my boy friend would express himself to me like this. thanks for posting it. so beautiful..

i've read this so many times... it's just the most beautiful and sad thing i've ever seen. i wish someone cared about me this way.

drying my eyes so that i may type. this is beautiful. tragic, yet undeniaby a beautiful piece of writing. i relate in a way that it could have been written to myself. i have been on both sides of this coin(s/i) and ive experienced both torturous pains. thankyou for sharing your writing. i have made a promise with myself to re-read these words when i next have that terrible urge.

Oh god, I'm so sorry. I understand, I've got friends who do the exact same thing that I do and I live in absolute terror that one of them will beat me to it. I also had several friends who have described the same feelings you did about what I do. Its never easy.

when i read this i almost cried... it was so beautifully written. sometimes i come back to it if only to imagine that someone cares about me this much. indigo