wow this story really touched me I came close to doing this a few days ago but something stopped me I still dont know what it was either

As a self injurer i think that that story was a good insight into the real world of a self harmer and that u can actually feel quite suicidal. i have just spent a year in a physicatric unit in england and god even the people who r sposed to help don't. I had some horrible accounts with the staff @ a&e as well as on the unit. i was stiches with out anesthetic, discussed openly between staff and 'left to it' many a time. I really think that eyes need to be opend and that people need to understand that ur not hurting urself for fun at all, it's a horrible pain inside an u need love not coldness. great story XxXx